

Point of this article is not to justify the murders or to absolve these killers of their heinous acts, but to try and understand where such unnatural violence, hated of others and an inability to empathise with people comes from. What follows is (what is believed to be) the real reason behind many of the world's most prolific serial killers, mass murderers and spree-killers most horrific crimes, as theorised by the police, a psychiatrist, or the killer themselves.although - to be honest - does anyone really know the real reason we do the crazy things we do? Probably not. So what motivates a serial killer to kill? What is the key defining moment or early emotional trauma in a serial killer or mass-murderer's life which either festers away inside their brain and is the over-all impetus (and in their eyes a logical justification) for their heinous crimes, or the final moment of madness which tips them over the edge from being "such a nice boy" to "a complete monster"? I mean some people probably want to, and joke about it, but very few people actually kill. As for the girlfriend don't really need one, relationships = pleasure(emotional pleasure, sexual pleasure or both), its only the sex that interests me and i dont have any difficulties getting girls, especially since i started daygaming.I hope you're right and this is just a phase i've heard it from someone else before that most teens go through a dark phase ill do more research on it.The average person doesn't wake up in the morning and think "hmm, today I'm going to go on an ape-shit killing spree, murdering my family, friends and anyone who looks at me in a weird way". My urges are not out of anger, It is something I really want to act on, just thinking about it makes me happy and arouses me. I did at one point speculate depression but the only symptom of depression I exhibit is emotional numbness. I'm very sure it wouldn't make me feel guilty or sad, i've done alot of things people would consider bad and i've never felt sad or guilt towards the people i have used or hurt. You'd end up way more screwed up by it than any of the victim's family. If you actually are about to kill someone. Depression can often express itself in males by anger instead of just sadness. Perhaps you are suffering from depression or just need to find yourself a girlfriend. I seriously doubt you would ever do anything such as this as you are not even ASPD or particularly all that angry with anyone. Otherwise you very well may have expressed it in other ways? Most teenage males have a period where they get all dark and moody and may feel like 'killing' someone. I'm sure you're just a ball of rage but surely it can't be that hard to control. You'll have nightmares and even experience something similar to PTSD. Killing isn't an easy thing for the vast majority of people. Then I suggest you think of all the guilt it will bring upon you and the sadness it will cause to yourself and others. W1n wrote:lol i dont have ASPD i have an urge to kill but im not a violent person. Posts: 50 Joined: Thu 9:07 pm Local time: Sat 7:47 pm Blog: View Blog (0) Lol i dont have ASPD i have an urge to kill but im not a violent person. Otherwise you're weaker than it and you'd be admitting it. Like I said you should never let anything control you. Try and find things that relax you and wind you down. My advice would be to perhaps go in the opposite direction then. Killing someone will lead you to want to do it again until you get bored in old age. I don't want to kill anyone/anything i'm quite sure one wont be enough i'd eventually do something stupid and get caught like others who have given in to their urges. Not when you're not in control but when you actually are.Īnything relating to violence just makes the urges stronger.

If you actually want to kill somebody, do it on your own terms. Otherwise, convince yourself that you are not like other people, you are not a slave to your emotions or urges, you can control them.

I suppose those are some ways that might subside your urges.
